3 more months xD
Ahhhh... it's june.. it's june.. it's JUNE! Lels.. and 3 more days.. LOL.. uhhh....
Niceee... first day of june and first thing in the morning i got scolded...like 2 mins after I woke up? Ahah.. my mom is making such a big fuss about me not going for english remedial today. I couldnt tell her that i texted mdm aminah already that im not coming cuz i was too sleepy.. haha.. haaaaa -.-
Ooooh~ mdm Aminah so sweet uh?
She replied with.. "ok c u tmr. take care.." LOL xDD
....and then I went back to sleep..totally ignoring my mom.. hahahaa... then I woke up...and that's when the BIG and loooooong lecture came.. lol if only i can talk back.... cant... my phone will be confiscated...probably gone forever (shitty you)...
So anyways.. for the whole day I didn't talk to my mom.. the only time i talked to her was when I asked for food.. eheh... ahhhh whatever la...
"Hello... heeee... I dun like you... you nag nonstop.. you scold me for the smallest of the smallest things.. It's irritating. You dun care even when we're in public.. It's embarrassing... I'm embarrassed.. and you wonder why I like to stay at home? Cuz you all are damn annoying..
Ahem.. hello again.. Why mommy? (i sound like a small kid now) but why? No matter how mad I am.. no matter how much I want to run away from the house, just a glimpse of your face makes me hate myself instead? Damn, I feel guilty.. It's not your scoldings or naggings or whatever that makes me cry.. it's you. idk why.. When you told me to put myself in your shoe, I got mad.. I ignored you cuz it's totally useless as idk how it feels like to be a parent.. I gave you attitude cuz you just wont stop talking... it's annoying.. really.
I hate it when you scold me...i don't like it.. And I hate it when you always talk about YOU dying.. like wtf??!! Don't ever do that -.-
I rather be beaten up than get shouted at.. you know? I miss how you hit me so much... ahh i'm so weird... but seriously. it's better than all your useless naggings and blahhhhhh~ -.- "
When I grow up, the first thing i would do is buy you a house with a view of the sea. And then I'll bring you all around the world and buy all the things you want and give you a big BIG hug cuz i'm just that sweet.. cheyy ~ Hahaha! I feel so weird now.. probably because...ehe i dun wanna say.. Heh..
And to my dad.....Thank you.. I feel so much closer to you now.. probably because you're always stuck at home xDD
Labels: and I have no idea why I'm talking about my parents..asldkjsafkdsjf... I've gone mad... :O
